Had pain in thigh since 1 yrs.. Diagnosed with buldge disk at l4 l5 causing spinal stenosis.. Now experiencing slight pain im back and sciatica pain.. As knowing i have to deal with painful life and no permanent treatment avaliable also surgery s not good option i m so much depressed.. My xams r near n unable to study.. Feeling worried and sleepy all the time.. Nly option in my mind coming s to suicide.. As there s no reason left to live ths worthless life in pain n diability.. Most probably i got this buldge due to heavy lifting in gym.. Y there s no proper awrness abt it wen there s not proper treatment??? Is nt it more scary than
hiv ??