You are fighting with yourself,with your thoughts ,emotions and all this struggle is within you only,so its simple that the solution is also within you. problem is that you are focusing on your issues rather than your problem and slowly this is becoming part of your personality, and tussle goes on within you.once you will learn the ability to deal with this ,you will easily control and will able to deal with every people and situation.any professional can help you in this.if you need my help you can contact me online also.

Hey Glad u reached out. I can imagine that u feel torn n pulled between two sides of a coin. We are all different in our own way and have a right to our own perspectives. Yes sometimes this may come across as “not aligned” with our significant others which can feel challenging. I can understand that u feel lonely and judged at times too. This awareness is a good place to begin for now that u are one of them who bears a different view sometimes. That doesn’t make u abnormal. Would help to explore ur narratives more deeply and establish what are ur inner thoughts and feelings regarding the same.

I can understand that it is a difficult situation for you. Sometimes differences in expectations and understanding of each can lead to such issues Better communication strategies and understanding the reasons for the for why you are feeling these complex emotions is necessary to understand

Consult a psychological Counselor to understand yourself better and to overcome this issue.. For more details and clarity you can connect with me by using the link given below :- https://prac.to/hema-sampath-psychologist-dir

Please reach out to a therapist , they will use various psychometric tools to help you improve your decision making with clarity. Courage to face the Situation with a strong will.

Hi, you can contact me for an online appointment and we can explore this narrative together