I don't know anything what iam doing.if I done,it will be wrong or it wil be hurting to my parents.i don't know how to decide myself what to do either in career or in life.untill now I felt like I have lead a worst life with a unknown happiness.i don't have clarity in anything but iam trying but I don't know for what iam trying.iam the person who always be smiling and talking to everyone.this leads very bad on me.in past I have done so many wrong things like loving the person and leaving with some reasons and again now also iam in relation,I have said to my family also but they rejected,still it is in progress.i don't know whether I have to quit myself for love or sacrifice my love for my parents.and moreover all are in sad situation about my thinking and for my behaviour.and finally I don't know how to express my feelings and emotions.what to do??iam hoping that this consultation will give me a clarity on my life.i don't know how to Convey my problem but I wil try.pls help me in this.