It is very good decision that u seek for medical attention. U need mental health support.Consult Psychologist or me immediately to sort out all ur problems. These thoughts are the picture of turmoil of ur mind. There are many causes behind ur such thoughts like - Sexual abuse, childhood abuses , physical assault, Relationship problems etc. Do not dealy , i repeat do not delay.

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Don't hold on such feelings and emotions with in. It will aggregate your anger and frustration. Don't be decisive of life with this problem. It's curable. Don't hesitate to openly speak to a psychologists immediately if your thoughts are intensifying. Feel free to reach out to me online.

Hi. Don't be worried. Needs further evaluation in detail. Consult a psychiatrist for the same.

Hi I believe you need to sort these things with the help of a mental health professional Consult with me or any psychologist for therapy and counseling Connect with me through text All the best