I think u are messed up with too many situations.Personal problem, career problem, mothers illness,own health. But u fight well i say.
But a little help from psychologist make you more stronger.
There is many techniques to deal with every situation. u have to learn it by the help of psychologist.
U r fine dont panic or worry too much.Mother schizophrenic,it does not mean u also like her,may be a disease tendency remains. But u are too intelligent and i think u are overcome this.
Health Tips
for overall health
1.sleep 8 hrs at night.
2.avoid too much social media.
3.avoid too much use of mobile pc laptop.
4.avoid mobile pc 1hr before sleep.
5.before sleep may hear good music,or read a good book or can watch a good movie.
6.workout daily or regular morning walk or join gym.
7.Share ur thoughts with ur parents or good friends.
8.Concentrate on ur work,study,passion, hobby.
9.Maintain proper diet.
10.Take proper protein supplement and some time multivitamines.