I'm a scholar in an institute. I had lots of break ups and patch ups and now I find myself drained into those thoughts. I had 4 girlfriends in the past and all of them left me for their ex boyfriends. Nowadays I can't concentrate on my job as I continuosly feel lonely inside. I've tried solo trips, foods, movies, books but nothing has helped me. Now my boss is seriously on my head and is asking me to complete certain tasks which are practically impossible to carry out and I can't convince that because my boss thinks I'm not mentally fit enough to plan my own progress. My parents too can't figure out any solution. I'm extremely low and at times have suicidal thoughts...