Psychological and physiological states are interconnected. If one is effected then other gets effected.
Even with your ongoing situations you are finding ways to fight back and cope up. There is a bright side. As per my views:
Next Steps
1. Make a plan. How would you like to start? Pick one activity. Painting, writing, singing, music, meditation, workout.
2. Connect with ones with whom you are comfortable with.
3. Write a down pointers problems - how it effects- how can you work on it.
4. Do connect with psychologist/psychotherapist for more clarity. They will help you understand the patterns/root cause and will help you find solutions with are for long terms.
Health Tips
1. While setting goals, be realistic and flexible then persistent.
2. Few activities might have helped one so don’t push to make it work for self. Be on journey of self exploration.
3. Do take sessions. They will walk together the road. Psychologist keep every information confidential and are not biased. We help you the way which is comfortable yet effective.
Take care and all the best