I understand your concern. You seem to be suffering from health anxiety symptoms related to hiv. You have developed few depressive symptoms too because of the same, including insomnia. However more clarity is needed regarding your problem. Information regarding your hunger and energy levels too would be more helpful to decide the severity of your condition. However it is easily manageable with appropriate treatment, so that dysfunction due to the same can be reduced and your quality of life will improve. Some counselling sessions and if needed medical help might be useful for you. I would also be more than happy to help you with that if you are looking for online assistance. Discussions will be held confidential. You can directly consult with me through Practo as needed. Online chat consultation is also available.