If the above symptoms create a significant stress in your life which is hampering your productivity and general functioning you should consult a Clinical Psychologist for a detailed evaluation and treatment plan.

I am able to understand your situation. From whatever you have mentioned you seem to be suffering from both anxiety as well as depressive symptoms. However more clarity is needed regarding your actual problem. I would be more than happy to help you with that. Don't worry it is easily manageable. Some counselling sessions and if needed medical help might be useful for you. You can directly consult with me through Practo. Discussions will be held confidential. Online chat consultation is available.