Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Anxiety is just like any other physical illness and is curable. Don't be decisive and think any hasty decisions just because of current inability to handle suitations better.
If you can't discuss with family or friends, then take a professional counselling help first to ventilate your feelings, emotions and concerns to clear your mind. With such open discussions, I am sure you will be able to see a different prepective about yourself and about your problems. Don't hesitate
Next Steps
Consult a psychologists directly or online to discuss your problem in detail.