Hi... It's is okay to feel overwhelmed at times and loose sight of our reasons and purpose of living this life. It is not an easy task and things do go beyond a point where we feel it won't be back to normal again. But that's the beauty of life. Bad times also do not last, like the good ones. Try taking professional help for your concerns. Lot of young adults go through similar struggles and recover well with proper guidance and counselling.
Next Steps
Consult a Psychologist.
CBT along with Interpersonal Guidance and Counselling using Existentialist Approach is required.
Consult a Psychiatrist if the frequency and intensity of your suicidal ideations are severe.
Health Tips
Mr. Gunjan Maithil
Senior Psychologist
Cell: nine six seven one three zero three one three four
Website: https://gunjanmaithil.wixsite.com/therapy
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