Perents were divorced since I was 2-5 years old and I'm the only child.. both my grand mother's were very kind that they took care of me throughout their life time.. But I did have a lot of affairs probably bcoz I didn't have any friend as such and always wanted a person to depend and rely on completely.. When I was 15-16 I was in a very serious relationship for 3 years.. we stayed  lagega, niche main hu tujhe pakadne ke lia, uth baba, nahi giregi tu etc etc.. I always shouted, screamed for no reason at times, behaved pathetically but he was still there.. today he isn't around me as he's got a family emergency but I'm feeling lonely, inco