I don't know what is happening to me. 1. I have high BP and anxiety issues. When the BP is high, my left shoulder feels a bit numb with slight burning sensation in the back neck left side. I was rushed to emergency in June and has been on Olmetime 40 and Ciplar xl30 since then. I had a spike just today 2. I had surgery for Endometriosis and Gallstone last year in June. Got an IUD inserted. I get very little flow during periods. 2 days of few drop. Last month's came 8 days earlier than usual and it's been over 35 days since it came last. 3. I get a slight sporadic pain in my lower abdomen and also an UTI infection from time to time 4. I feel tired the whole day. A slight burning sensation in the whole body and also a permanent back pain 5. I'm 5.2 ft, 68 kgs, married, gained 5 kgs in the last one month. 6. I am constantly scared of dying. Lift scares me, car drive, bike ride, or just when I'm doing random things. Only food comforts me. Looking for some advice so I can choose right cure