I have lost control over my emotions..I lose control over my tongue and actions..I become really agressive..I have become overly moody..at times I feel on the top of the world and feel overly confident and other times it seems like everything is futile and hopeless and no matter whatever I do..nothing's gonna improve..at times am really extroverted and happy..and I laugh a lot..other times I feel like hurting myself and I did 2-3 times..it feels like I can't control my thoughts and actions