Thankyou for Sharing, I appreciate that you are aware about your feelings and taking care of it and I also appreciate that you are approaching help from professionals, First of all yourself, please understand currently you are not the one who are feeling like this there are so many people currently going through all this, make a note to understand your feelings, try to balance your emotions, take help from Meditation or Mindfulness. Still you find difficult than I suggest you to consult with Psychologist to help you best.
Next Steps
Consult with Psychologist.
Health Tips
Calm yourself.
Make a note of your feelings take help from Meditation and Mindfulness.
Divert your mind to Positivity.