Mood disorder is a serious disorder and like every disease this is also not cure with medicine only.U have to take proper management also.With proper medicine and follow up with ur psychiatrist u have to consult psychologist also.U must go through counselling sessions to learn how to deal with worse situations in life with out broken down. Consult psychologist both online and offline. Never guve up hope and never stop fighting. Just remember we can win this battle. Best wishes....

Hello Dear, So sad to know your condition..But it is not a big problem as you imagine it...Many people undergo this situation when they are in trauma ...So now your in post traumatic stress..You please meet a psychologist near by you or you can meet me...Any issue in this world can be solved with discuss... I can help you out to over come your situation if you can provide me with more insight into the problem All the best