Life is beautiful. Need to know the root cause of your depressed situation in order to help you overcome this situation. I am an online counselor and can help you. Don’t worry, seek help ! Do connect with me for appointment. Visit my Facebook page and my website mentioned on it to know my work.

Hi You plz visit a surgeon for your varicocele problem, get it treated first, then start focussing on weight reduction with judicious exercise & take help of a dietician. Also plz consult a physician to rule out diabetes & hypertension as you are obese. Do some productive work. Your obesity & lack of physical activity may be one of the reason for your depressed mood. Thank you.

First you must get treated for your physical ailments. Then start doing yoga and pranayama. Consult psychologist.

Hello, Just note that the situation you are facing currently is not permanent and you can easily come out of it within 2-3 weeks with right treatment, don't hesitate and seek help. Just consult a psychiatrist nearby or online for detail discussion and evaluation so that the right treatment can be started. Usually antidepressants starts working in one week so just don't spend time like this anymore . All the best