Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. When you are emotionally disturbed due to depression, everything will look negative. Even a simple problem may look complicated from your angle as your confidence level is low now.
In such suitations take help of counseling support. Ventilate your feelings, emotions and concerns. I am sure you will be able to see a different prepective about yourself and about your problems.
Next Steps
Don't hesitate to consult a psychology counselor directly or online. Reach me online through Practo for further detailed evaluation and recommendation. Be positive. You will be alright soon.