Hi... I am glad that u r addressing ur complaints on this platform. Would have helped to understand are there any counting or checking or any actions which you need to do to get relief from the intrusive thoughts. It is important to differentiate if the complaints are due to severe anxiety or obssessive compulsive disorder or more grievous mental illness. Homoeopathy medicines can effectively help you overcome these features by treating the root cause without any side effects.
Next Steps
It is advisable to approach a clinical psychologist for detailed evaluation followed by medications from a Psychiatrist (Allopathy / Homoeopathy)
Health Tips
1) Delay in starting medicines can rapidly increase the severity. 2) Inform your parents regarding your turmoil.