Hi. It must be difficult for you to cope with such distressful thoughts and analysing them over and over again. I would suggest you to read about Mindfulness as it helps to calm your mind and not get plagued by these distressful thoughts.
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I would suggest you to see a psychologist and discuss if these two issues are related and how to manage the same.
Answered2018-03-14 09:17:25
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