Hello, what you are describing is commonly seen in nicotine dependence. Over time, smoking may stop giving the same pleasure or satisfaction, but the brain and body continue craving the habit, routine and temporary relief associated with it. This does not mean you lack willpower — nicotine can create both physical and psychological dependence.
Next Steps
The positive thing is that you have already developed insight and motivation to quit, especially after noticing effects on your health, skin and breathing. That is an important first step
Health Tips
Identify your smoking triggers (stress, boredom, after meals, tea/coffee, loneliness, etc.)
• Gradually reduce access and delay each cigarette by 15–30 minutes initially
• Replace the routine with healthier alternatives like chewing gum, water, walking, deep breathing or keeping hands occupied
• Avoid guilt if cravings occur — urges usually peak for a few minutes and then reduce
• Maintain regular sleep, hydration and physical activity, as they help reduce cravings and anxiety
• Inform close friends/family if you are trying to quit so they can support you
Since you are smoking daily and finding it difficult to stop despite wanting to quit, consulting a psychiatrist/de-addiction specialist can help. Counselling and nicotine replacement options can make quitting easier and more successful.