I am able to understand your situation. You indeed seem to be suffering from depressive symptoms, and as rightly said irritability also might be a part of it. How long have you been feeling so? How is your sleep and appetite? And concentration at whatever you do? I would be more than happy to help you come out of it. It is easily manageable. Some therapy sessions and medical help might be useful for you. You can directly consult with me through Practo. Discussions will be held confidential. Online chat consultation is also available.

I can understand that you are going through lots of issues. But if you discontinue your treatment how will you resolve it. The problems you have mentioned need intense psychotherapeutic intervention by a clinical psychologist only. Don't go here and there, only visit a licenced clinical psychologist. They are more technically sound and can help you surely.

Loss of interest, decreased concentration and attention, feeling low and disturbed sleep or appetite are some of the signs of depression. Consult a psychiatrist who will assess you in detail. If you are feeling suicidal or hopeless, seek professional help immediately.