What you have described is known as a kink and is likely linked to a self worth issue. This doesn't mean that anything is wrong with you, we have all struggled with it at some point in our life. There is no shame in being true to who you are and what you feel.
Counselling and Psychotherapy can be considered for a long term solution that
aids you in managing your issues better.
You can contact me for counselling services. I am proficient in shadow work and somatic healing techniques. I focus upon helping my clients achieve their best self and find resolve around their lifelong issues.
Anshika Mishra
Counselling Psychologist
(Masters in Clinical Psychology
Next Steps
Do contact me for further assistance.