Hello, thank you for opening up and expressing how you’re feeling — that in itself is a very strong and brave step.
What you’re experiencing sounds incredibly overwhelming, and it’s understandable to feel lost, exhausted, and emotionally vulnerable when you’re under constant stress, facing conflicts, and not feeling heard or valued. You’ve described feelings of low motivation, emotional outbursts, self-doubt, social withdrawal, and even thoughts of self-harm — all of which signal that your mental health is deeply affected, possibly due to prolonged stress, burnout, and emotional exhaustion.
Firstly, please know you’re not alone, and these struggles are valid. Many individuals go through similar emotional cycles, especially when they’re trying to meet high expectations — both their own and those of others. Your pain doesn’t make you weak; it makes you human.
Next Steps
I would recommend first take a consultation and then as per recommendation start regular seating with a clinical psychologist who can work with you through a structured therapy approach.
Health Tips
Be kind to yourself. Healing is a gradual process, and it’s okay to take one day at a time.
Reduce self-judgment — people’s expectations don’t define your worth.
Keep a journal to track your emotional triggers and what soothes you.
Make space for even small self-care activities, like walking, music, or mindful breathing.
If possible, avoid making major decisions while you’re emotionally distressed — give yourself time and clarity.