Hi, I have childhood issues with my anxiety Coz I was bit different and I saw my dad having lot of issues and he was nerve patient. I was I'm a relationship with past 12 years and about to get married next year. Everything is over by now due to some issues and most of them are from my side. And I am being made guilty by everybody. Still am running behind it. Will do tor be able to help to get him back? No, right? I have lost sleep, appetite, my weight and peace of mind from exactly past three weeks and conditions is not improving at all. I can't anything ahead but darkness in front of me. I gave been crying quite a lot. Still, this heaviness is not going. Everybody is asking me to concentrate and get busy with my life which I am not able to be. I am keeping Expectations that this guy might come back and that's bothering me more cause situations are not the same as it was before. Everyday I am hardly sleeping for 2 to three hours and rest of the time I am just worrying and overthinking