Hello, it is good that you are seeking help for your problems. This may be the first step to recovery for you. However I must say that kindly put ending your life out of the options. Help and recovery from the problems that you describe here is definitely possible.
Meet a psychiatrist near you who shall be able to help you. Medication combined with psychological intervention will help you regain your previous self role and identity..
Do not lose hope, help is surely available. In case your suicidal ideas are increasing or are present persistently talk to your family or/and friends and seek a consultation as soon as possible.. Do not delay help seeking.
Hope this helps you.. Take care and best wishes for your health.
Answered2016-08-05 02:05:35
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