Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help. As you have done fairly understood your problem, take the next steps by taking a professional help to figure out the the root cause and suitable solutions. You can overcome these pr like any other physical illness, by taking few counselling sessions, excersise, psychotherapy etc. Don't hesitate, consult a psychologists for further evaluation.
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