After knowing your problem, you are suffering from Depression which can be treated. Consult online and start treatment as early as possible.

Heyy I can help you better with further treatment course needed. U can connect me via whatsapp on seven zero eight two zero two two zero six two.

if you’re feeling suicidal, you should definitely start your medications again because that is need of the hour. Secondly, you have to see long-term therapy sessions. If there any marital discord or any stress or severe depression that you’re going through therapy and counselling is very necessary, so you can reach out to me for same. I’ll guide you accordingly, and don’t worry. It is all treatable. Don’t let your life suffer. Lead a good quality life. All the best.

As anxiety and situation is overwhelming please take new consultation for proper management of your symptoms

Psychiatrist medications should not be started or stopped without proper supervision. I strongly suggest you see a psychiatrist, and give a detailed history about past symptoms and treatments taken, and how you responded to treatment.. and then follow the advise as prescribed this time around.