You have low self esteem and depressed mood. Please consult a psychiatrist. Both medications and psychotherapy may help.

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Hi, you definitely need to see a Psychiatrist or Psychologist. Sometimes unburdening oneself and venting out the problems helps, especially to a professional , as he/ she will never be judgmental, but  will calmly listen to you. Also, the Psychiatrist will assess if you have Depression and if you need medication for a short duration. Undergoing therapy helps to change one's perceptions and you will be equipped to face any challenge or external circumstances in a much better way. There is always hope, seek help and you will be fine soon! Hope this helps. All the best!

Hello Young lady. I am surprised at this age u r already married. What happened to ur family members? !! R u away from ur family?!! If u r married as mentioned in the details where is ur husband? R u not happy in the marriage? !!!!... Please specify these details and consult with a counsellor.