Talk about your feelings. Seek help. Dying is no solution

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Don't hold on on such disturbances within you. Obviously it will create negativity and don't be conclusive and think about  any hasty decisions when your mind is unstable. Better take a  counselling hell in such suitation to ventilate your emotions, feelings and emotions. I am sure you will be able to see a different prepective about yourself and about depression.

Feeling low, having crying spells, sleep and appetite disturbances, and difficulty in concentration and attention are some of the signs of Depression. Consult a Psychiatrist for a detailed assessment. It is likely with medication and counselings the symptoms will improve. If he is feeling suicidal or hopeless consult a Psychiatrist immediately.