I understand your concern. The symptoms you have mentioned could be due to anything from obsessive anxiety to depression or even personality issues. Hence you would benefit from a detailed evaluation with a psychiatrist to confirm the diagnosis. However it is easily manageable with appropriate treatment. Some counselling sessions and if needed medical help might be useful for you. I would also be more than happy to help you with that if you are looking for online assistance. Discussions will be held confidential. You can directly consult with me through Practo as needed. Online chat consultation is also available.