Hello dear,
Before trying to answer your query, I must say that Borderline Personality Disorder is a diagnosis which should be established by a trained and experienced mental health specialist, and self diagnosis or a loose word of such terms may be detrimental to you and your health. In most cases a combination approach of medication and psychological intervention is used for treatment. However depending on symptom profile and severity approach of management needs to be optimized. You should meet a psychiatrist or a psychologist well versed with nuances of managing Borderline Personality Disorder for discussion modality of treatment. They will explore your issues and symptoms before deciding best treatment approach for you. In case you do not choose to receive medication then various forms of therapy like Dialectic Behavior therapy, Mindfulness based therapy, cognitive therapy may be used for management. Yes, cost may be a deterrent for therapy, and if that is a major concern you may go to a government sector hospital for management. Number of sessions cannot be commented before comprehensive assessment.
Next Steps
please consult a psychiatrist or a psychologist well versed with Borderline Personality Disorder for in person, face to face discussion, assessment and management.
Health Tips
discuss your aversion to medication with a psychiatrist and try to understand merits and demerits of each treatment approach including medication and psychotherapy..