I am a high school student and I have not been in my right senses since last year. I liked this guy at school and I somehow realised that we liked each other by our actions and not words. Later on there were stupid rumours around me at school which were like bullies to me and so I was in pain and I am still in. I dont like it with my family-they are supportive and good. But my sister who is a patient of depression seems to transfer it to me. She masturbates and that makes me feel lonlier and sad