I felt low and anxious almost all the time. Not able to remember when I was totally happy from inside actually. I have anxiety attacks every month. I always felt that either I or someone from my family or my loved ones will die. Whenever i go outside, i always feel something will happen to me and i will die instantly. When i get anxiety attacks, my body starts shivering, I feel numb, not able to express my emotions and also not able to speak. I feel lonely all the time even when surrounded by people.