Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Don't hold on such emotional disturbance within in you. You need to ventilate your emotions and feelings. Your anxiety on health is quite common with such suitations. But just be aware that, the fear what you carry now is influenced by your opinion and experience, and may not be a fact. Take a professional counselling support at this point to come out of such anxious thoughts and overthinking. Feel free to reach me for online counseling. Be positive. You will be alright soon.

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Yes, it is difficult to accept such unexpected changes in life... Yet, to have some clarity and to get some motivation in life, do consult a psychologist in your city personally.