Hello,
I understand your health condition along with the perpetuating issues like financial crisis and unemployment. You actually need professional help which you can not avail on this platform. It's in your best interest if you visit department of psychiatry at AIIMS, Nagpur and consult a psychiatrist who will assess you in detail and advise accordingly.
Regards.
Next Steps
Visit a Psychiatrist at AIIMS, Nagpur
Health Tips
Deep breathing relaxation exercise for 2-3 minutes, 3-4 times a day