Hi, I can understand you must be quite stressed.
1. Consult psychiatrist.
2. He/she may guide you to a counsellor for long term resolution of the issue.
3. Keep it mind this appears to be more than one issue.
4. Try to improve your support system by confiding in parents, consulting counsellors.
Best of luck :)
Answered2016-11-30 11:09:59
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