Stress emotional pain. My life or not.

I m recently going through many things I had broke up badly, he is a good guy. He call me n was will to help me to move on. I don't know how to forget everything about his memories. Every N8 I woke up in btw due to his thoughts, cry cry badly, Wer i go just a thought of him make me cry badly, I cnt able to concentrate properly. Ven ppl talk much about anything I feel irritated n want dem to shup dem down, I really need him bad. I miss him badly. Love him like anything, I wish I would able to go back n be  with him. His my frnd now but I know he will be only frnd now. I cnt see other guys dn me. This my 4 hreat break n this tym I thought it will bcz he was good guy. I don't how many hreat break I have to go through.. trd of mental stress.. I don't know I will able accept other guy in my life or not.