Search for peace. And the list goes on.

I am highly unsocial and people irritate me to death. I don't like being around people. I don't get sleep at night thinking all kinds of weird things and how angry I am at people for no specific reason. My boyfriend is highly social and I feel he doesn't understand and sometimes ignores my social barriers and just assumes I am also like him. He includes me in his comments and general assumptions. His family is also the same. They are too much of the type of family people while it just gets of my nerve when I see them sticking to one another all the time. I can't handle it. And the worse part they feel I also should stay happy, smiling and together together everyday just like them. While the truth of the matter is I am not happy and it takes me immense energy to pretend to be like them. It's just so so irritating. And the list goes on.