Query about hiv. Iam infected in hiv!

LiHii sir iam very depressed in hiv related,iam intercourse in 1 year back , don't no his hiv status iam very tense sir/medam First after 3 month I have tasted elisa (0.12), rna pcr(target not detected) and hsbag (negative) Aftr 7 and 11 month rapid antibody test it's came nagative After 1 year ag/ab(0.174) Its conclusion are I will repeat test in after 2 year I have a some symptoms White tounge and rough tounge Right side neck small lympnpdes Leg nail blister and feeling cracked After wakeup morning hand has numbness Sometime sleeping time hand was burning feel I have seated one long time any place after wakeup leg has numbness Hand was shaking feeling please help me iam daily same thinking,iam very stressed please thiese symptoms has hiv,iam infected in hiv