Problems keep arising. Myself. doctor.

I m hving problem with every person in the locality, depending on their behaviour towards me and I care about what they think of me and this gives me tension. Even when I m staying in a normal mood then people tend to say me that I m being sad or angry (seeing my face). I even had argument with my mom and I cried a lot.And so, I even decided to commit suicide.Because I feel problems tend to hold me forever. But I do want to recreate myself .Pls, help me to recreate myself. Since my early age, I have been caring about what people think of me and most of the time, it used to be a good feedback but now...Everything has changed and people hate me and I care what they think. And I'm even not Studying well.Help me recreate myself. Doctor .