No problem with my physical body but men

I am confused in my life. I am doing nothing. I am a engineering student and I got year back. My image Infront of many students is gone. I don't know what to do. I want to do lot of things and even I start but I can't complete and regret afterwards. I am fully in a delima what to. I always see something in my dream that is open eye dream. About my future life where I am in a good life condition with Peaceful family consisting of beautiful wife, my parents, good job, children. But reality is now I am nothing. Sometime I think for sucide but don't have courage and I am only son of my parents . I don't have girlfriend. I always think that y God createde like this. I not good looking, neither smart,nor intelligent and talented. I totally fedup ofy life style and what I am doing and thinking I can't understand myself. I want help I don't know from where but I badly need someone support as I am alone in Bangalore staying in hostel away from my parents. I friends seems to be Happy and enjoyin