Have very strees. Wife. now what i do.

I lovemy classmate . that is my prob because I m married. One of time physically and mentally I had very sick. Yes I had lot of bleeding that time .my health was became unhealthy . my Hus not carried me .he treated me only home maid and expected sex only. He orderd don't speak to every one .so my brother sister and everyone not speak with me .that time l feel very felt lonely and had health problem and family problem yes my mother in law torched much. so I decided attend sicide with my kid .so went to suicide my friend protected me from suicide and care. Then he speak everyday and give counselling. Then I recovered. Then he told don't attended suicide ,you live for me and share his personal detail. He also have many prob in him life he also married and psoriasis patient.he married very aged lady yes her age 50,his age 32.that lady torched him . now a days we are good lover.my Hus and his wife didn't give divorce. I told my Hus that love and he also told his wife . now what I do .