Depression. For myself. please help.

Hey, You seem like a brilliant person who's in the process of putting together pieces of the puzzle called life. In this precious stage of identity exploration, you naturally would expect fare returns for all your efforts however you have been experiencing that world isn't so rational and many a times results take you for an unpleasant ride. However, let me remind you one thing. You have all these expectations & dreams from life, which wouldn't have been possible if life wouldn't have treated you well many a times. My dear, you are having an inner fight leading to plethora of emotions however aren't you looking at just one side of life and neglecting the other..?? As you are well aware, these days battles between people happen in court rooms however no battle is judged without the valid representation by both sides. Is the other side in you being represented honestly..?? Just the way doctor over here has suggested bring what has been & could be right also in whenever you are overcome by one side. You are eager to let the sunshine in however you need to open your doors & windows for it to enter. Please follow his suggestions and do not hesitate to take assistance from a psychologist if the identity crisis continues to bother you. You are awesome irrespective of the way situations are turning out. Take Care.