Depression, anxiety, I get angry instant

I hv been married, for 18 years, my relationship with my husband And mother in law never been pleasant, my husband Use to doubt me and blamed for whatever Wrong happened In our life, my motherinlaw Supports him blindly, After 12years of marriage my daughter was born, i hoped that everything is going to be good from now but i was wrong , they force me to follow All the rules whether i like it or not, if i say no, they keep taunting me. If ever i lose temper then my motherinlaw Plays innocent and start crying and my husband treats me as a cluprit, I tried to talk to him that if he doesn't Like me then we will quit the relationship But he gets Furious wh i say so. He says ur mad because and u lose temper because ur mother is also a sezophrenic patient. Is it so that i am suffering From this dis order? Everyone In the house loses temper and say all sort of things but when i do i am mad pls tell me what to do , if it's True pls suggest medicines