Bit headache, Streesed. Stage fear?

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. You are referring two problems here. Loneliness needs bit more details to understand and suggest. . On your stage fear problems, it's called social anxiety and it's quite common for people to experience such symptoms when your new to such activities. Especially in today's professional world, confidence is the key and   first impression  will perceive till end. You need to really work on  this by getting professional presentation training skills. But linking this fear to your personality is not adviced or good. It will slowly add emotional disturbance to your existing social fear and bring down your confidence level . You just need a small counselling support to realize the strength and weakness in you and explore the possible corrective actions. You can consult me f2f if in bangalore or reach me online to address both the problems.