Hi... Dreams are an excellent insight into a person's subconscious/unconscious mind. But what we see in dreams is in a disguised form and not as it is. Since you have seen yourself being physically involved with one of your finance's best friends, so be rest assured that you are not sexually attracted to this man. Rather this whole scenario is a disguised representation of some of your repressed fears, insecurities, guilt, etc. It may also be representing your insecurities about your relationship/marriage or your efficacy as a fiance/wife. It may mean a whole lot of other things and interpretation of a dream is a prolonged process in psychotherapy. Also, since you were on medications and recently discontinued it. So it will be wise to consult your Psychiatrist again and share this dream. Some antidepressant medications do alter our thoughts and emotions and such changes must be shared with professionals (psychiatrist/psychologist) involved.
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Interpersonal Guidance and Counselling using Psychoanalytic Approach is required.
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