Dear friend,
Your inputs are vague and hence cannot conclude anything. What do they say - like do they criticise you?, or do they say anything about knowledge or intelligence? or do they say anything about your marital status? or what? Which triggers your emotions/ First find out that. Since it is affecting your performance in work and also your personal behavior, it is advisable to meet a psychotherapist or counselor.
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