Hello sorry for the delayed reply.I think you are going through the rough phase in your life. When you are having so many problems in life we tend to break down and start feeling low, sad, confidence will be in the lower side and has difficulty in decision making.you may also sleep problems...see if you are having all these then it may be that you are suffering from depression..you need Psychiatric help.
Next Steps
list the problems..write down the options and discuss advantages and disadvantages.Then it will help you to take a right step ahead.
Health Tips
Talk to your loved ones and discuss the problems.That also would help to get the clarity.