Hello, The description of by you here is highly suggestive of an ongoing negative emotional and mood state. These symptoms do add up to a Depressive episode. Hence my suggestion for you is to please seek a consultation with a psychiatrist for comprehensive assessment and further management. Please be well assured that your condition can be helped with proper guidance on treatment. Do not hesitate or delay in seeking help as delay can lead to complications. Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future.